August 20, 2007
There's a lot going on. Especially at work. I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed. I've hit that point where I don't know if I'm going to be able to make my deadlines. My team is stressed and I don't feel like I can ask them to take on more. A few of them have expressed that they are past their breaking point. I'm trying to figure out how to take some of their stuff back so they can have some breathing room. So I'm beginning work at night to make up the difference. I don't know how long I'll be able to do it because my tolerance is pressed all day. But what must get done, must get done and this is all I know to do.
I'm waiting on blood test results from my thrilling visit to the doctor from Hell last week. I'm sure everything will be fine but waiting is always distressing. I have another visit scheduled to a different doctor next week but I think I'll probably cancel that in the morning. I've had my fill of condescending belittling this month.
I came home today and I cleaned. I cleaned more than I usually do on a cleaning night. I have to conquer something and I don't feel like I've been able to do that in a long, long time.
ShaeSin Ranted at August 20, 2007 9:39 PM